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im not always certain what i intend to write before my fingers start moving or the pen starts flowing. the problem with them pen is that i fear no one else will get the pleasure to share... i watch a movie and ache for what it stands for, that every piece of me is trembling at the chance... and i remember the trembling- not just in my body but, well.. maybe i dont need the words but just the experience. and maybe by having the experience i can be more, open to the future?