ide

im not always certain what i intend to write before my fingers start moving or the pen starts flowing. the problem with them pen is that i fear no one else will get the pleasure to share... i watch a movie and ache for what it stands for, that every piece of me is trembling at the chance... and i remember the trembling- not just in my body but, well.. maybe i dont need the words but just the experience. and maybe by having the experience i can be more, open to the future?

note

am i really down to once a month? really? you'd think i would have more to say... well quick note- things are going well. i'm moving forward with my photography trying to see if i can find a job at a newspaper or something along those lines... get noticed for a bit of freelance... check out creativevoices1.blogspot.com

my cuzzo

Once- Falling Slowly

and im feeling good

ive been super productive, getting my work done, im actually reading something that isnt required (Prodigal Summer by Barbara Kingsolver) and a couple weeks ago I read Khaled Housseni's second book, which of course proved to be fantastic, A Thousand Splendid Suns...and what not... and then tonight i went for a swim and a steam. and i realized i need to start doing this more often. i love it. it feels so good.i am so relaxed when i step out of the water and into the steam room... and yes.


ps. does anyone actually read this?

misty morning

I woke up this morning with the relentless notion of the day... i dont always wake up this way, but, its getting to the end of the semester and i am beginning to feel it. its overwhelming. so, to my surprise, after i had a mediocre shower, i got dressed and walked the buggas. this is where my day changed. it was raining, lightly. it was foggy. the mist... I LOVE THIS. the dreamy state... it makes me quite nostalgic for travels ive been on. walking through NYC to meet the train, waking up far too early to raft in Ottawa... i feel at home when i travel. but the mist and early mornings also bring me back to you. and as beautiful as the mist is, the morning and the halo glow around the light...

hello kitty.

Now I'm an animal lover as much as the next uh,,,animal lover, but this is just ridiculous ridiculousness- A glam cat, hybrid that costs upwards of $22K!! "Brodie used a "secret recipe" to mix an African serval and Asian leopard cat with a domestic cat, to create the world's most expensive feline hybrid.The Ashera, an exclusive product of Brodie's firm, Lifestyle Pets, resembles a little leopard and can weigh up to 30 pounds. But it's more suited for lounging than stalking prey."
now cmon. you can go to the SPCA and get one for like $25 and they are just as cute and lovable. I can't imagine being in the position of spending that much money on a cat-- A CAT! I'm flabbergasted.